So I decided its time to weigh my options on this whole hearts war. I just got out of a half way decent kinda-not-really-relationship and into trouble. Alyson is hot, and we bond, but with hot girls comes competition and I get jealous easy. Yes this is not the biggest reason why I shouldnt mess around with her but its really hard not too. We click, I never click with any chick that doesnt have a screw loose or somethings wrong with em, for fuck sakes they are dating me after all.
So I decided we take a look at the players first is Alyson, the one that for w/e reason I fell for and can't seem to get out. At least not without taking some god damn damage along the way.
Alyson - Age 21, nationality Nicaraguan. Shes exotic, a firecracker, and overall amazing. Her body is fantastic, and like I said, I click with her, we vibe, I like her a lot. But with a kid and a shady past and the ability to never make up her mind it kind of weighs things down. Since she is so not of the norm she attracts too many guys. We aren't a couple but it still feels like my guts are turning slowly everytime I notice a shcmuck flirting with her. They want sex, so do I but I want stuff afterwards ya know. No big tied down thing just the whole "im banging you and only you for the love of god say that back to me." Basically Anna 2.0...with less Pourtegues
Sely - age 23 - Some weird spanish mix of Dominican and something else. Sely and I were friends back in Junior High! She sure has grown up into a beautiful woman. We vibe on a kinda of "here and now" kinda way. Like we both are 23 and on the verge of fufilling career goals. I dig Sely (pronounced like Say-Lee) but her weirdness doesnt match up with mine. Sure it sounds like I need a psych exam but when you are supposed to constantly come up with stories its hard to live in a real world. Anyone that writes creativly can agree with that. Sely just happens to be into video games way more then most and she is a fashion chick/model. I don't care about my attire but its what she goes by. I do like her though, not enough to pursue but if she made a move I would move right back.
Stephanie - 22 - I have no idea, I want to say white, but I think she might be puerto rican...so weird. I like stephanie a lot, shes pretty, her boobs are amazing. This pic doesn't do justice, just A class boobies. But ya know, I could care less because on a compatibility chart we match up. When a girl can name all the members of Dethklok, beat you at Street Fighter 4, and practices with a butterfly knife its pretty much true love for me. She is a cool girl but like everyone in this world she has her flaws. Biggest one is she may be getting back into a relationship soon. Second is she is a club chick, I don't hate club chicks I just hate clubs. Also I never really felt any emotional attachment, plus she is one of my actors. 3rd and doesnt really matter, she goes through more hair dye then anyone I know as well beign a Lady GaGa whore. It adds to her uniqueness
Melissa - 23 - Puerto Rican - Melissa is in the same boat as Sely. We have a past and she was always the hot chick in class. Only issue is she is also an actor/actress of mine. I don't like mixing buisness with pleasure. Oh yeah, and she has a kid... but its just nice she is around. She is hot and still pretty damn cool.
Rebecka - 22 - Puerto Rican - I think Rebecka is cool, shes cute but a little....er..."simple." She's not dumb or anything it just takes her a bit to catch on. We are horribly unmatched but we are good friends. Since we are such good friends I always figured we could expand on that. But we really don't connect, and I think she might be in a relationship. She's very cryptive....honestly I have no idea why she is even on this list.
The only others would be Daphne, Danielle, and Enmy. Daphne I know is seeing someone, but I really was digging her. For w/e reason my high school female friends refuse to throw in a good word for me. I think its because I compete. Danielle is just really better as a friend...she is really independent and fierce about everything. Enmy is cool, I would definatly like to pursue her, we vibe very well. I didn't post a picture since she constantly makes stupid faces and is usually drunk. Her drinking isnt bad its just people take pics of her while out and about. She is also very respectful to my straightedge lifestyle while wanting to learn about my caribbean background. She would be the ideal person to bring home to the folks...but thats not why I date.
I still really like Alyson even though I am in the danger zone of getting hurt. If I could pick it would be.....Michelle #1...sigh...but of the girls above I guess Stephanie or Sely since they don't bring much baggage. I would add Alyson if it included a time machine...maybe...idk. Either way I really can not choose, these are just the women in my life I feel more then friendship for. To be honest if I had to guess the future I would think I would end up with none of them and get hurt along the way due to Alyson. I think one makeout session with Alyson will get her out of my system for good.
Also...seriously how awesome am I...these are only 5 of many. All from different walks of life but its obvious I really like spanish girls. I don't have a type just meet some of my weirdness halfway...and be in decent shape. From most perspectives it would seem Sely is in the lead, but who really knows. Shits gettin serious...all I know is I don't want to be single during the craziest times. You know how great it would be to have someone to be able to hold, or fall into their arms after half the shit I went through. Would've been nice...going to be an interesting Spring season
....where the hell is my health insurance!
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